I can't make amends
this never-ending pain reflects
clothe my regrets
look for some next life I cannot quite know
I have got to go
I have got to go...
Strip all these mythologies
the echoing inside of me
is reaching out and strangling
the stalker where my safety is
the lie that lives in lack for the truth of where we live
Now that I'm naked who says which
life is inside of me
dark as eulogy
light as naiveté
turning inside of me
opening eyes on a world that is dead to me?
can't I see the sun
for who I was
for when I was
stirred up like dust and mirrors?
clearer lines just smearing time
my death was an eloquence
practiced exuberance
thrusting my fist through the mouth of the evidence
lying with circumstance
strong in my weaknesses
death
I know you well
I will go through hell
I will go through hell
I will go through...
The latest from Oakland’s AhMerAhSu presents orchestral versions of previous works, all of them rich, moving, and soulful. Bandcamp New & Notable Oct 5, 2019
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